more on silence?

maybe the point is not to shut-up, but perhaps to start a different kind of conversation. I am thankful to those who, like Barbara Jane, are starting new conversations. Perhaps those silenced by some of the other conversations happening around the Spahr/Young Chicago Review article will participate in these new conversations.

As a feminist, I am compelled to decline the labels "experimental" and "avant garde." I have been attracted to these labels -- not just because of a desire to connect with artists I admire, but also vanity. I feel increasingly uncomfortable and embarrassed about this.

As one thinks through the hurt that comes from being excluded from or even being accepted into communities in which hierarchy, taste distinctions, and the possession of cultural capital matter, one has to decline affiliation.

It bears emphasizing that one can disaffiliate from these terms without any slackening in one's attention to experimentation in language.

I am interested in an emancipatory social project engaged with poem making.

there are different types of silence.

sometimes silence is a way to make room, to decline...participating in the formation of hierarchies?

a way to decline whiteness?

sometimes, silence is a way to participate in the formation of new communities.

what asks us/calls new communities into being? how do we make them? we need them.

slow motion lately. slow motion inside me, but outside normal speed or faster. the feeling of not being able to keep up. then jury duty and feeling disheartened. first I lost my voice, and now my wrist and hand hurt when I type. I wonder if these are signs that I should say less. Thinking of different ways to express and respond. an imperative to rescue. sentences no more than webs.